It Was The Best of Times

It took me like, 30 minutes to get my password right.

Anyway.

I highly doubt you'll read this anytime soon. But if you do, read it for what it is and don't think anything of it.

With only a few days left in Grand Rapids, I did a little thinking. Nothing crazy, just "Hmm, I'm gonna miss my friends" etc.

Last night, I had the weirdest dream.

Before that though, I had made the realization that dating Vanessa was probably the worst idea ever. I secretly knew when we started dating and it kinda built up until the end of the relationship.

Sure, I was sad, but just because I felt left alone. Kind of makes me sound like a jackass.

Well, I'll take that I guess.

Now the dream. I wont go into specifics, but it reminded me of what we had and how I felt about you.

I'm not like "Zomg, I miss you and there's a part of me that'll always care about you wahhhh". Even though I will.

But I have moved on, I'm happy for you. You have something great with Brian and you deserve that. This is more like a, no loose ends, kind of thing.

I just wanted you to know that you were the first girl I ever became so emotionally entwined with and probably one of the best things that this town ever did for me.

I kinda feel like a creep, saying this after so long. But hopefully you'll understand.

Just wanted to say all this, and thanks for the memories.